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Wednesday, 05 September 2007

  • Wow.

    Holty Shit It's been a long time since I updated this bitch. How's everyone? Im ok My summer was boring as hell. Since Last time we chatted I got a summer Job. Wow How interesting. I hope my fellow xangans are A-ok.

Thursday, 24 May 2007

  • A bitter Winter, A shriveled Fall

    A Bitter Winter, A Shriveled Fall

     

    The snow was slowly falling

    On the weeded ground below

    The crescent moon was rising

    As the wind began to blow

     

    The trees rocked back and forth

    Without rhyme or reason

    As winter slowly brought

    The changing of the season

     

    Gone gone gone away

    Has the season of the fall

    Shriveled trees have take place

    Of trees that once were tall

     

Tuesday, 22 May 2007

  • fUNNY CONVERSATION

    Chistossos Conversaciones (Funny Conversations)

    HAHAHA(HA)

     

    Today  me and a friend of mine were talking. I Got onto her boyfriends xanga site Don't worry he's made up (she did it for laughs she pulled a pic off of google and made him up) Anyway She told me his password and told me to get on so I did and we did this role play thing through messaging and I pretended to be him. She is Spikelover_07 and I'm n8y_o. start from the bottom and go up becuase it's posted downwards. Happy Readin'

    Love me:

    We're over.
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:46 AM by n8y_o - 
     
    I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME!! :( :( :( :( :(
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:45 AM by spikelover_07 
     
    lol bitch.
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:44 AM by n8y_o -
     
    LOL!!!
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:44 AM by spikelover_07 -
     
    I will always remember the good times we had(sniffle sniffle)
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:43 AM by n8y_o -
     
    i WILL ALL WAYS LOVE YOU!
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:39 AM by spikelover_07 -
     
    f(gunshot and if that doesn't work break out the TNT and fireworks or MAYBE a bomb or maybe hang myself)
    I will always love you.
    I'll wait for you in heaven my love.
    Love me forever as i will always love you
    My darkness descends deeper than i knew it could
    I leave you to find peace
    maybe now
    maybe this time.
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:38 AM by n8y_o -
     
    LOL! I WILL WHEN YOU GET TO HEAVEN!
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:36 AM by spikelover_07 -
     
    ok we're not breakin' up I love you tara with all my heart and soul kis me tara iss me rara NoW! (Please????? he screams
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:34 AM by n8y_o -
     
    NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i put it back on so kiss me (any where you want!)
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:32 AM by spikelover_07 -
     
    WHY TARA? WHY????? LOL FINE. EVEN THOUGH YOOUR FACE IS GONE. HOW WILL I KISS YOU NOW? i DON'T WANT TO KISS YOU IF YOUR FACE IS GONE. LOL I WANT TO BREAK UP iF YOUR GOINGTO BE LIKE THAT!
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:31 AM by n8y_o -
     
    LOL!! LOT'S OF LOVE
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:24 AM by spikelover_07 -
     
    noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .YOUR PRETTY FACE YOUR PRETTY FACE (fALLS TO FLOOR AND BEGINS TO CRY AND WHIMPER WHYYYY???)
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:18 AM by n8y_o -
     
    I shot my face so it is off!LOL!!!
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:17 AM by spikelover_07
     
    WHATEVER. lAPTOPS bUT i'D RATHER SEE YOUR PRETTY FACE IN PERSON INSTEAD OF ON A COMPUTER. noooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!! WHYyyyyyyyy?
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:16 AM by n8y_o -
     
    You killed you self so i did for you my love!! i am in heaven and they have labtops! so i can e-mail you!
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:15 AM by spikelover_07 -
     
    NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! My tARA NO MYTARA WHY? WHYYYY? wHY DID YOU KILL YOURSELF? WHYYY???? i CAN'T GO ON nooooo. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:13 AM by n8y_o -
     
    No (gun shot) i killed my self for you!! see you in heaven!
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:12 AM by spikelover_07 -
     
    I can't My darkness has already swallowed my soul and I can't let you be sucked im with it. Go on and live your life. Without Me. Goodbye Tara Goodbye Love.
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:11 AM by n8y_o -
     
    Don't, go i need you!!
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:08 AM by spikelover_07 -
     
    Goodbye Tara MY love my only My Everything.
    you are the only Light In this never ending darkness of mine. Keep shining even if I'm not there to help. Love me. Love me. Love Me................My darkness will never end I am sorry my love I'm sorry.
    Sent 5/16/2007 11:06 AM by n8y_o -
     
    NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
    Posted 5/16/2007 11:00 AM by spikelover_07 - 
     
    NOOOOO!!!! My love don't mar your pretty skin. NOOO! (Gun shot)
    Sent 5/15/2007 4:06 PM by n8y_o -
     
    No my love i could not live with myself if you kill your self!!
    Posted 5/15/2007 11:44 AM by spikelover_07 -
     
    Tara, I love you. you are the sweetest most caring girl i've ever met. Alas I am going to kill myself so we can be together in heaven. Will you do the same? By: n8y_o
     
     
    Isn't that Hilarious? Remember to read bottom to top becuase it was message posted downwards. LOL. the suicide not it so sad though I don't know how I came up with it LOL
    I will always love you.
    I'll wait for you in heaven my love.
    Love me forever as i will always love you
    My darkness descends deeper than i knew it could
    I leave you to find peace
    maybe now
    maybe this time
    SO SAD( breaks down crying)

Friday, 18 May 2007

  • Scandal

    Scandal

     

    Scandal takes a sinuous path

    Throwing gauntlets with mighty wrath

    Ugly and threatening it rears it’s head

    Not happy nor joy quixotic instead

    Scandal isn’t easy to predict

    It has symbols one can’t depict

    Scandal comes and scandal goes

    Destroying lives and claiming souls

    With a tactful body and watchful eyes

    It deals it’s cards and spreads it’s lies

    What ways it has no one knows how

    It settles down to take a bow

    The end is near an encore/finale

    On a dark street or within a back alley

    It’ll come to a crescendoing end

    But who knows what lies around the next bend

     

  • No-Companion

    No-companion

     

    The teardrops will fall

    The floodgates will flow

    They will spill down my cheeks

    And my emptiness will grow

     

    Everyone has someone

    But for me there is not

    This hole inside of me

    Fills a great spot

     

    Happiness has forsaken me

    Doubled over with pain

    My clock is ticking now

    I’m mentally insane

     

    Cuts and pain

    Alcohol to bruise

    Sometimes I think

    Life’s just a ruse

     

    Companionship is all I want

    And all I’ve ever dreamed

    But my dream is ripping fast

    And ripping at it’s seams

     

    My mind is sick with worry

    Heartache and strife

    Sometimes I wonder

    Why is this my life?

     

    Ashes to ashes

    Dust to dust

    My face is jagged

    Heart filling with rust

     

    My eyes are wide now

    No gratitude in sight

    Not winning this game

    Of sorrow and plight